Vintage

Vintage had always been my favourite be it dressing, accessories or themes of a place.

Some vintage collections that captivated my eyes!

Anyway, I found my fav vintage shop at Bugis!

The collections they have there can make me spend half of the day just choosing what I want and I really fancy that shop alot! 

After 3days of break from work due to exams, I ought to tune myself back for the work battle again cus it's Monday tomorrow! 

Goodnight folks! 

Everything Under The Sun

Say Hip Hip Hooray because exams are over!! 

Well, I sincerely hope that the Aussie unit controller will be merciful enough to award me the marks I need in order to pass that sickening subject. Please help to pray for me. 

After my last paper yesterday, I had an enjoyable meet-up with my university school mates, Wira & Sofia. Nai Ying still had ongoing exam paper the very next day and so it was a pity she couldn't join us.  

We met up at 313 Somerset and had a filling meal at Kenny Rogers. 

After our dinner, we made our way up to Starbucks for a good catch-up session. 

Let the peektures do the talking for the next moment. 

My University School Mates 

Hello Sofia Sayang! 

Whats that face for huh, Wira? 

Sayang little Sofia

My bestest school mates

Wira, Sofia and Nai Ying are a bunch of interesting and jumpy school mates I met at Curtin Singapore. They were my group members for one of my module - Communication in Business 100. They were the first few people I met when I was new to the school and I must say we were the best groupmates ever. They were responsible, hardworking, productive and we made it a point to meet every sundays for our project assignment. Because of our matching characters, each and every one of us really place all our commitments for the project which was really a very rare phenomenon in university especially.

Sofia and Nai Ying always have fun watching show created by me and Wira because the two of us always tend to quarrel whenever we talk. In other words, we cannot talk properly with each other. Haha! Thats why I termed our friendship as "Eight Characters Clash." But that was part and parcel of an interesting bunch.

We talked everything under the sun at Starbucks and ended up leaving the place only at 11pm.

We were talking about the first impression of each other and as usual, they mentioned that I was unfriendly and unapproachable to them at first sight. Lol, this was a common comment by people before they knew me because I have a very defensive kind of character and dislikes to smile. However, when friends know me well thereafter, they will always tell me, actually I am not what they think I looked like.

Throughout the years, I still have not changed.

Still as defensive, still as sensitive towards strangers.

Well, anyway it takes affinity for friends to know each other and get along well.

So I'm sincerely glad I have my newfound adventurers Uni mates to brighten up my school life.

Demoralised Much.

Here I am, with limited strength to move on for the next exam paper.

Very demoralized because those countries that I was confident about, didn't appear in the exam paper.
So all I did was blah my way through.

Slept at late hours every night and wake up at 7plus in the morning just to mug with a dizzy me, tired look.

Uni life is draining me far too much. I have enough of the juggling stress.

I wish I can pass the module because I don't want to take the annoying, incorrigible Industrial Relations module again. 
IT IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to sleep.
Those nightmares every night are murdering me gradually.
The head is spinning, exploding and bursting.
OH HELP!

Jar of Hearts

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video

I love this song. I love the lyrics. I love the meanings behind those words. 


Some people you met along the way greeted you and you both became more than just a stranger, perhaps a good friend, perhaps a hi-bye someone, perhaps a buddy / pal or perhaps a lover.

And some people left, with just mere words, leaving scars that lived for far more than ages.

Some wounds may be temporary in nature, while some just stay as an open wound with no cure of medication. Some took a longer time to be disinfected, to transform into a clean, dry wound.

Eventually, scars become visible. Some stay only for a period of time and disappear, while some scars that are so vivid stay right at the same spot and the pain suffered remained rooted to your heart, and tormented your entire life.

Evidences of such pain reveal themselves when you suddenly chanced upon the culprits, or when you start daydreaming, or when flashes of thoughts come attacking your mind when you are in an enclosed room alone, or simply when you are asleep, having nightmares with them in the series of events. 


Not lamenting doesn't mean you no longer remember.
Not disclosing to others doesn't mean you no longer feel hurt.
Because it has become an in-built kinda feeling that only you will understand, that only you are able to control, able to confront it.

So who do they think they are, running round leaving scars?
Coming as and when they like, leaving as and when they want.
And if you all left in the first place, why do you all just keep coming back to haunt me?
Here i have, no more belongings that are of yours, but why do you all came back to seem to find something that you all have lost.
I don't have it with me, so stop coming back as and when you wished.

I may feel indignant, but I diffuse those anger.
Because for all those who left, it was your loss, not mine.
And all those who stayed, thank you for completing my life, giving me the strength to carry on, numbing all the pains from the scars. 


I wish for a good sleep with no more jigsaws of dreams that have them in it.
I just need a good, undisturbed sleep.
I don't wish to cry in sleep or wake up the next day, tearing.
Nightmares please, make yourself scarce I plead.

Wholly-Owned Responsibilities

Tonight is the battle with the mind to mug late.

Had caffeine overdose for the day just to keep myself awake for the night.
I know this is a bad way to stay awake but I have limited time left for the mugging and there are no other choices to resort to.

Chanced upon these when I browsed the web and I thought it was quite true:

Oh no, i'm supposed to encourage myself to mug, but i'm doing otherwise.

Okay, pray that I will have a productive mugging night tonight!

An Ideal Home.

My perception of an ideal home is one that embeds the following characteristics: 

1. Presence of warmth made up by the family members 
2. Comfortable 
3. Uniquely designed 

If I ever have the extra cash in future, I would rather invest in a well-designed apartment. Having a comfortable and well-designed apartment of your liking, you will feel comfortable and soothed after a long day at work. You will want to stay at home and spend more time with your family members.

Below depicted pictures I have chanced upon and which I thought were really what makes up an ideal home. 

Bathroom

Living room

Living room

Balcony

Glass Staircase

Bedroom

Bedroom

Talking about an ideal home, deardear has been wanting to revamp his room and he once consulted me on the designs applicable. When we are free, we are gonna hit Ikea for some inspirations and we are so gonna change the outlook of his room to a more comfy one.                                                                                                  

Happy 42 Monthsary!!!

Yesterday marked our Happy 42 Months Anniversary (3years 6 months).

Times flies and in a wink, we have already gone through the many thick and thins for so many years and counting on.

Infact, I am thankful for the boy because he has always been giving in alot to me. My temper has always been atrocious. I guess people who really know me well understands that I'm the sort of girl who is very nice when people treats her nice and the last thing you would want her to do is to flare up. Things always turned out very nasty when I flared up. I know my temper can be uncontrollable at times but this boy here never fails to tolerate and understand that sometimes, it's either the in-built vexations, or the mood swings that may caused the flare. If he was someone with a bad temper like me, I don't think we can work out right from the start.

He was someone I thought I wouldn't end up with because at the point when I met him, he was just a complete stranger. I remember telling my closed friends and my bestie cousin that I spotted a handsome and cute guy in my lecture group. Yet, at that juncture, I know I pinned no hopes, not on him, not on us, but no hopes on love. Having consecutively hurt throughout the hilarious journey of what everyone called love, I told myself, I will never want to trust love anymore.

Till he came along, and the many unexpected chances that binded us together such as lectures, school activities, friends gathering etc. He changed my mindset and I decided to believe just once more in love again. Thus, our story began and i'm so glad that till today, our love is still as strong and we are still as loving.

Though there may be obstacles surfacing around every now and then, we know that with each other around, we can get through anything hand in hand.

So thank you deardear for being such an angelic pie, always there showing me the many dotes, love and care.
Small Piggy Loves her Big Piggy ((: 

<3

"Love is when I met you and decided that you can be the one to heal my wound, to take away my tears and plant the smile on me when we are together."