"Cold on the outside, Warm on the Inside"

Saturday, 28 January 2012

Minutes to Midnight.

It's minutes to midnight and I've just gotten home from second aunt's place.

Had make-up lesson for Industrial Relations today from 2pm-5pm. Came to conclude that it's a waste of time because afterall the Revision lecture still derived at the fact that we got to study all the chapters for the upcoming exams in less than 2 weeks time.

Gotta buck up for my revision for exams cus till now, I have only studied two chapters. Very much still in the holiday-mood so I ought to tuned myself back to the normal daily routines that comprised of work and school!

So after class, I made my way to Bishan for a walk, a breather.
After which, headed over to aunt's place at Pasir Ris and stayed till almost 12 midnight cus we were all busy meddling with the "BlackJack".

I guess many things are meant to be. Initially, I do not know if I wish to disclose that incident. But afterall, things walked its own path and the truth revealed. Maybe it hurts her, but I just wished someone will know that it hurts me even more to be sandwiched when all parties involved are my loved ones.

I do not deny the fact that I have my perspectives of who was right and who was wrong but being a third party, I do not have the rights to judge. Even if I have the authority to judge, I will choose not to judge because whoever was wrong should be given another chance and whoever was right should learn how to forgive and forget.

It ain't only the parties involved who will be affected by the whole scenario. People like me got very hurt deeply because I don't know how to remedy the situation. At times like this, I felt real useless and helpless. Despite the fact that perhaps others may pinpoint, I still chose to be brave and face up with the parties involved.

Maybe nasty remarks will be thrown infront or behind the back, or perhaps you yourself will feel heavy at heart and get clueless of what will be the best alternatives. It doesn't matter. Because I ought to be strong.

The key to be strong is :
When others are condemning on you, just treat all the condemns as encouragement for you to grow to be a better person


Someday, I want all of you to know,
I'm not as simple as you all think. 


"And What Doesn't Kill You, Makes You Stronger..."

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