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Monday, 27 February 2012

The Many Things I Wanted to Do.

We always have the many things we wanna do, yet time forbids and restrains us from accomplishing every single tasks.

Time never fails to be merciless and say: "NO!"

Some things I wished I had more time for : 

  1. I wished I had more time to accompany my family members. 
  2. I wished I had more time to visit grandma. 
  3. I wished I had more time to go visit ah gong monthly to ask if he is doing fine in another world and ask for his blessings for those who were left behind. 
  4. I wished I had more time to spend with deardear, to go to the many places we haven't gone to, to let him know how much I really love him. 
  5. I wished I could had more time so I could do some volunteer work at SPCA to give some love to the poor animals who were being abandoned by heartless and soul-less monsters. 
  6. I wished I had more time so I could travel around the world and go to the many countries I aspired to go: Taiwan, Bangkok, Switzerland, Paris, France, Rome, Las Vegas, California, Bali etc. 
  7. I wished I had more time to really think through my next phase of life, career and education. 
  8. I wished I had more time to go to all the vintage places that I sincerely adored. 
  9. I wished I had more time to meet up old friends for a catch up every now and then. 
  10. And I wished I had more time so that I would slow down my pace for once and be myself...
The list may just go on and on and on without any halts or full-stops.
Good to show how nice it would be if a day consists of at least 72hours. 
Have never once stopped chasing or walking insanely big footsteps just to catch up with time.
But never once had time showed some sympathy, never once had it stop hastening, never once had it really bothered about the ones lagging behind it. 

So, face it and accept that this is reality. 



Went to work with a heavy mind, perhaps due to the accumulated intense tiredness that has yet to make itself scarce after the whole of the 6days workweek with the burning of brain cells even at the hour of 10pm. 

Still, even though I mentioned I slept most of my Sunday away, the best thing I did was to go Artbox to purchase those lovely letter pads to write for my three besties at work.

They were the people who give the strength to carry on, to do the possibles and the very much impossibles. They were the people who really understand the feelings within and they never fail to be so supportive. I really like every single one of them because they are really nice and they treat every single one with a sincere heart, contributing to the comfort of a workplace. 

"Thank You For Being An Awesome Part of My Life"
I ended the same for all three letters because they really meant someone awesome to me.

I'm sorry I don't sound right, I'm sorry I'm way too moody.
I wished I could be happier , I wished I could find more strength to pull myself through.
But it's getting abit too tiring, having to backpack such a heavy load and climb the full-high mountains.
If it snows, I'm afraid I might slip.
If it rains, I'm afraid I might get drenched and catch a cold.
And if natural disasters strike, I'm afraid I will face death in an unprepared manner. 

Promised to come back with a better endnote tomorrow.

对待人要用真实和诚恳的心,而不是用伪装或虚情假意来换别人的真心。 

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