A Girl, Not A Woman.

Explaining or commenting too much eventually leads to no outcomes.
So I chose to stop blabbering and keep all feelings within to myself.
I will no longer say a single shit because it doesn't make a difference anyway.
It will only get things worse.

Am too tired for such nonsense and I don't even know how to put it across anymore.

You just didn't understand.
I am like any other girls.
So what if I am strong and independent on the outside?
All I ever wanted was you to look at me as a girl, not a woman.

I am not fine when I said I was.
I struggle to handle many things even though I expressed it such that I am able to settle everything on my own.
Just when all actions of yours matter, you disappoint me the most.

Treat it as I do not need the attention, love, care or concern.
Continue to just treat me like a superwoman needless of any of the aforesaid.
Whatever it is, it always results back to me, it's always my fault, it's always me trying to be ridiculous when you don't even know how it feels being so alone and feel used only when you needed me.

I mentioned I won't say anymore, so I will not and never will..