Mid-Week.

It's gonna be mid-week tomorrow and I have no more oil to burn, no more strength to move and no more cells to think.

It's gonna be exams next week and I have yet to revise on anything except one chapter.

OH GOD! SOS PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been far too long since I cried. 

I wished I still remember how to, how to just let go and burst out the cries in me. 

Yet so suppressed within now, I can only bottle those feelings and pile them up like a mountain. 

I don't know when it will explode and cause a wreck that is difficult to cease. 

I don't know where I can find the extra strength to put myself into a piece again. 

I feel like everything's falling apart and I have no clue as to when the shelter's will be gone and I will be all drenched by the upcoming downpour. 

I feel tired, so tired physically and mentally. 

What have we all been fighting so hard for? 

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