This Time, It Is For Real.

How many times have your words pricked and pierced right through my heart ? 

How many times you have shown your true feelings towards someone so dear like me ? 

How many times you have tried to make me feeling like i'm the worst person on earth ? 

And how many times have you really bother to understand me? 

不说， 你就把一切当理所当然，
不说， 你就以为我没有感受，
不说， 就代表不在乎， 不痛了吗？

一直以来，　坚强的活着到底是为了什么，　为了谁？　
每当有事发生，　我总是一个人，一个人承受一切，　一个人解决，　
一个人的让你以为我一点也不疲惫，　一点也不悲伤。　
在别人面前总是表现得不在乎，　
却让你以为我内心真的很坚强。　

不说是因为你不懂。
不说是因为你不会感受到那种同样的痛，　
不说是因为最终，　错的永远都是我。　

因为你永远都不曾试着了解我。　
从小到大，　你到底了解我多少？
在你眼里， 我永远都是那么糟糕的人 。
你当初又何必把我带来这里？

今后的我，　不会在为别人着了。　

因为好心总不会有好报。　
以后你爱说什么就说什么，　爱作什么就作什么吧。　
因为累了，　因为伤透了，　所以我已不在乎了。　

QQ's Farewell.

Last Monday was a public holiday and we gathered at Boss's house for Qianqian's farewell.
Time pass so rapidly and it has been a year since she has been working at Singapore under work permit and is returning back to our factory in Jiangsu, China.

Had a a BBQ feast with food from BBQ wholesale!

Thanks to the guys for helping in the chores and BBQ-ing food for us to eat!







We had lots of fun chit-chating, and eating and eating and eating!


Hello Tom, QQ & Meiyun! 



Love this peekture! 


My mummy at work


The boy feeding me with my fav green tea!


Ting, Meiyun, QQ, Uncle Hsu & Me


Xin Min, QQ, Me, Auntie Cecilia & Uncle Hsu


The boys with QQ

Thanks to my boy for coming and getting busy with the BBQ for the whole day from buying grocery to settling the fire to waiting for me patiently while we practiced jamming at the KTV room for the upcoming Dinner and Dance in December.

Oh yes, im in the main comm again this year and I dragged Xin Min into the deal with me. LOL.
We both are gonna sing a song with a band n so much practice is required beforehand.
Gonna see the setting of the place this coming Monday and get things planned up!


Finale shot when we were all going home.


A last hug for the gal.

Goodbye Singapore.

Embarking on my first solo flight to Shanghai this time round.

With no company, no laughters, no monopoly deal.

Mainly dependent on my own independence to sit the flight all by myself, head to the hotel from Shanghai Pudong Airport all alone.

No natural warmth felt definitely with the cold temperature of less than 10 degree Celsius, especially at night.

Goodbye Singapore, Goodbye lovely friends. 

Give it a week and I'll be right back.