A Loss of Direction.

But what is it that really makes me happy?
Unsure if i'm contented with my current life, my current path, the people that makes up my life and the decisions I have made so far.
Am i walking towards the right target/direction?
Will I see what I really want afar if I walk just abit more longer and further?
And Will things go my way thereafter? 

I'm just... so lost. 

真心算什么？

因为我从来都不会说好听的话。
因为一点也不会拍人马匹， 所以不会说你想要听的话。
喜欢就喜欢，　不喜欢也会表现得很不喜欢。
一直以来， 都太坦诚， 太讨厌虚伪， 所以一点也不喜欢和虚伪的人相处。
只要觉得是如此， 就会直接把心里话说出来，
即使会伤害到别人还是想说对他们坦诚是为了他们好。
不是每个人都会用诚心对待你，
只有在乎的人才会和你坦白。

可是原来我错了。
坦诚不会让他们学会什么， 只会让他们觉得你是残酷无情的。
在这世上虚伪的人太多了， 坦诚算什么？
最终胜利得逞的， 不会是坦诚的人而是虚情假意的人。
因为他们懂得何时用虚伪来换取别人对他们的信任。
因为伪装得太好， 所以不是每个人都能看得出他们的虚伪。
你说，到底什么是 - 用真心对待人？

Teach Me How Not to Feel.

I wished God has invented an on-off button for feelings. 

So that I can choose when or when not to feel. 

Credits: Tumblr

The Race.

With a pair of good shoes, you run.
As fast as you can, as far as you wish. 

My race has come to a stop-point.
After so much debates about how to pace, when to breathe and where to stop,
I finally made a firm decision to go somewhere further, to see the sun rise. 

May good luck fall upon me where I can get to see the sunrise from the direction where I stopped by. 

Distance.

Oblivious distance in years to come. 

Cling becomes looser. 

Words & explanations lesser. 

Shatters pierced & lubricant can no longer aid a smoother process. 

What have the us become? 

The sight of such people disgust & pollutes the vicinity. 

The thought of not being just the two in the faraway spoiled the bonding. 

They were much more important, years have passed, didn't you know it all along? 

They were always the reason of so many disputes, why didn't you wait till now to digest that they have always been over you? 

TGIF, you are such an unfamiliar thing to me. 

Friday always sucks big time.