Just finished bathing and is having limited energy to clear my work emails and at the same time, here to update you guys a little.
The fact that I termed myself as a soul-less self is because I slept less than 2hours last night and woke up at 3am when I'm supposed to wake up at 4.30am instead to catch my morning flight. Reason why I woke up at 3am was not because my butt was itchy or something but I have been having nightmares for two consecutive nights. And believe it or not, last night, that something strange, that something amiss happened.
Woke up from my nightmare to realize that something was pulling my legs because my legs were not secured by the blanket. Kicked the blanket off previously as I was feeling ridiculously warm. Didn't even dare to pluck up the courage to open the tired eyes because I'm afraid I might see some hideous thing that are not at all welcomed. It was a third experience I had having strong feelings over those ugly things. Trust me, it's real freaky. Having blue-blacks from those pulls now and they don't at all hurt. Till now, those nightmares are still fresh in my head and I wonder what they are trying to tell me.
Bad series of occurrences always come together, don't they? Reached Shanghai Pudong Airport, boarded the plane on the stipulated boarding time only to sit in the plane for 1.5hrs before plane took off. On top of that, I am those sort who can't really put myself to sleep on the plane. So the feeling and my mood now is simply worse than atrocious.
I've decided to turned myself down for school just for today. All along, no one will stop me from not going to school especially when I'm not feeling well, not even my parents. So I didn't have to convince anyone today about skipping lesson, except myself.
Had a hard time trying to make a decision as to whether to go school or not. However, reaching home at a time of almost 5pm, unpacking your luggage and get yourself showered clean will need more time with this kind of empty-shell body. So I finally decided that I should bathe, eat and turn in for the day.
Okay so much for today, I'm in a bad condition like kinda torn and tattered. Mum fetched me from the airport and almost couldn't recognize me because I looked way to lethargic, soul-less and different. She said that I looked tanner and my face got sharper. I guess it's just the after-weather effects. Now that I'm back in Singapore, I will definitely look the same again when the next week comes.
Will come back with a fresher mind, body and soul soon to share my second experience at Shanghai, especially having to take solo flights to and fro.
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