Reflection.

Don't keep insisting that you were right and the rest of us were at fault when the truth was we tried as much as we could.
Don't keep making it sound like you were big-hearted enough to forgive and forget when you were the one who triggered the after-behaviors of us.
Don't keep blaming us when after such a long period of time, you still have yet to reflect on yourself.
And why can't you just stop talking about it since it has already been forgotten after so long?

In life, it's just predestined that you get to meet certain people.
Out of the influx of people you meet, perhaps only one or two of them become your true friends while the rest of them are just passer-bys in your life and become strangers thereafter.
Definitely, it requires all parties to put in the extra bit of efforts to maintain the friendship and when problems occur or disagreements become the barrier, you reflect first on yourself then on the other parties involved.
If you think you have already put in your best to do what you can, then ask yourself, was it worthwhile at all?
Perhaps it was, and it used to be. But now, it no longer is.

I don't deny I am always busy. Busy with the juggle of double responsibilities as a student and as a working adult. Not to further mention other commitments as well. But never will I forget the existences of my close-to-heart friends. Be it a simple text or phone call, I never fail to let anyone dear to me know they are never forgotten. Where were you when I needed you most?

Years have passed, we have all grown up.
If till today, people are still not realising what they have done and just insist on pushing the blame to others, I term that as ridiculously childish.

I don't deny I used to have this hidden misses of the once fond memories.
I don't deny I felt hurt after all these years of efforts.
And I don't deny you were once important to me.

However...

It's no longer about who was right and who was wrong.
Because it took you so many years to know you have lost me.

It's no longer about giving each other another chance.
Because it's no longer important to me.

Dear You,
Please just move on like how I had.
Don't have to keep reminding yourself about the past by having those emotional posts on your networking profile. If it was ever for other people to know that you have suffered instead of us, then go ahead, tell others how mean we were and it was all our faults and you were generous enough to forgive and forget.
If it was ever for us to see, too bad, because your life has got nothing to do with me ever since the day I stopped putting in efforts.
Just let go, taking it as we were just someone back then as casual friends.
Just let go it's meaningless to say so much after so many years.
Just let it go, because I can assure you, we will never be the same as before anymore.


This will be the last time I will be relating about you.
Though bad dreams may come as always because somewhere still hurts and somewhere still hides those feelings away, I want you to know, I'm still so much happier without a friend like you.


Thanks for once being an awesome buddy and thanks for teaching me the bits and pieces it take to really see through which friendship matters and which doesn't. 


Goodbye for good,
You'll always be a painful part somewhere in me but physically well-forgotten.

No time, no strength to waste my time over rubbish.