That Feeling Within.

It's a feeling within which I am unable to describe nor depict.
It's a kind of feeling that lingers around and haunts you like never before.

Many things I just had to learnt through the hard way and it's getting more and more tiring each day.

I know many things in life, we just have got to learn to accept and face it that it is part and parcel of reality.
I know many things in life are not what we are able to make choices with.
And I know that many things in life are such that you just got to move on further and further even if there are no signs ahead of you to guide you through.

No one mentioned it was easy, but how am i to forget those feelings within?

I'm getting quieter each day, because I simply have no extra time.
Getting more and more reliant on myself each day, because it's part of the feelings that are taking it's devil control over me.

I hate school, I hate life, I hate how things are like now.

And everyday it hurts a little even if everyone were to tell me it wasn't what I am thinking about.

Pretending to be alright, makes it worst at heart.
Pretending to be stronger, makes myself weaker by alot more.
Pretending to be another self, makes it not being able to recognize the real me anymore.

I guess I'm just tired, both physically and mentally.

"Acting like it doesn't matter, will eventually make one more hurt."