Fall & Stand Up Again.

"Life comprises of ups & downs."
And when you get too depressed when things have fallen apart, don't get too grieved for far too long.
Because those who truly care will worry and those who have hurt you will feel you as a straight loser.
They can't wait to see how hurt you will be and how devastated you will become. 

And if you continue living in the world of being hopeless and get drowned by those unnecessary emotions,
 it will only give them an opportunity to move on further than you . 

It will only make you look like a fool, a clown whom totally amuse them in the wrong manner.

So what if it all started with a bond, a relation, a friendship?
The moment when people have chosen to take a path which you least expect, and backstabbed you,
you should have known that such a person was just living in his/her world of facade,
treating every individual with only nothing but fakeness.
They masked themselves infront of others to first gain some care and concern and,
later on, when they have found new counterparts to depend on,
they use those mean tactics against you to show you their true colours. 

The moment when things turned awkward and ugly, was the time when I tell myself,
Such a jerk ain't worth it to be my friend. 

Indeed I was grieved over the matter because he was a person whom I trusted, knew long enough than any others, and see as a good friend to-be. 

I don't deny it affected me not only a little, but much to the extent I have wanted to do something more just to make myself appeased.

Confrontations are what I have always believe in.
I never liked the idea of people talking behind each other back because if I was the victim,
I would opt for confrontation.
If you have a problem with me, or any areas that you may have felt dismay with me,
Confront me face-to-face, come straight to the point and just comment infront of me, not behind my back.

Cowards like them did not dare to do so and upon confronting them myself,
all they could say was remarks that eventually made them pathetic people. 

I am the sort who will become very affected when something related to me happened,
Because I have a heart unless those who didn't have one that is purely made of authenticity. 

But then again, after being affected, I am the sort who can still stand up strong, not pretending that nothing has happened like what they are doing now but become a stronger me to do the right things.

I am not gonna pretend that nothing has happened.
Neither Am I going to forgive and forget.
What has happened has allowed me to see through the real side of them all. 

I don't really bother if it's a joint affair or whoever else are involved as accomplices.
So long I do my duties well enough,
I will outshine these jerks in terms of a better attitude, a better character and a better future. 

And if you ever think that time can heal the wound in me,
And I will probably treat you both better someday,
Then you both gotta be so wrong.
Because that will never ever happen. 

I've always believed that karma exists.
For such people who have hurt me, watch your back.
Because heaven knows it all. 

And thank you for making me come back, far stronger than before.

And don't you regret one day for what I am today because all your single actions shaped the outcome of what it gonna be for the rest of your life. 

 - Credits to Tumblr.