Hold On to Strength.

A very nice oldies that relates very much to couples who have walked several miles and years together.
Till hairs turned grey and all became too feeble to walk.
Obstacles that were gone through and happiness that were shared, within the two.

Makes me have a fetish over how I will look like say 40 to 50 years from now, how me and my husband-to-be will have gone through the many things together and yet still as loving, still holding hands together.

And this song makes me real touched, with the presence of grandpa in mind again.
I do not know why.
But everytime when I needed some strength to move on, I never fail to think of the one I respected the most in my entire life.
So what if he doesnt remember me anymore, so what if we are now worlds apart?
I know, somewhere, somehow, you know, I really miss you so much. :)

Becoming Wiser.

＂虚情假意的人可能可以在短时间内取得胜利，

但他们仍然很可悲。

因为裁开面具后的他们是每个人讨厌的对象。

即使在短时间内获得一切，到了最后，

由始至终他们还是没有得到真实的友情，

真实的心，

永永远远都是独自一人。＂

"Sometimes, giving up is easier than constantly trying only to the same outcome over and over again. It's not that you are a loser, but it's because you have sort out your thoughts and for once, think for yourself and do what is best for yourself."

真的累了。。。

有些人， 永远都会不择手段， 总是只会伤害别人。
有些事， 永远都不可能解决， 让牵连的人好疲惫。

走到这里就够了。
每天， 都不断地告诉自己要坚强， 要勇敢。
因为没人了解， 所以只好把疲惫的心情收拾好， 不让在乎的人看穿。
因为还想为了自己， 为了身边爱我和重视我的人， 所以还想勇敢的撑下去。

白天就和奸人征战，夜深冷静的时候就收拾好无谓的心情，找回自我， 找回需要的力量。

但到了生死关头， 我仍然输了。
不是输在对付不了奸人， 而是输给了自己。
因为再也不想努力了， 再也不想斗争了。
因为真的累了， 不想再玩这种没有结果的游戏了。

可不以可就停下来， 一下下就好， 一下下就够了。。。

Porn's , Thai Restaurant.

From a customer to a penpal to a friend, I finally got the chance to meet up with my favourite blogshop owner, Reb love (:

We met at Bugis and head to Porn's for dinner!
Just in case you go RARA over the name, it is actually named after our local celebrity, Pornsak, who is a Thai.
And yes, this is a concept of a Thai Restaurant.

Porn's 
28 Liang Seah Street, Singapore 189049
Tel: 6337 5535

Was my first visit here but it was Reb's second.
So we ordered something that she has yet to try.

For the two of us, we had Thai Chicken Tom Yum Soup (What is Thai food without Tom Yun Soup right?) ,  Minced Meat with Basil and Thai-styled Tofu.

Overall, I think the food is just so-so.
Nothing much appealing or unique compared to other Thai restaurants but it's definitely worth a first try.

Total Bill amounted to about SGD31.00 for two pax.

After which, we proceeded on to 'Ah Chew Desserts' which was just across the street.
No matter how full we are, there are always room for desserts =D
Reb love got Mango Sago with ice cream while I got the watermelon sago.
I have always loved their Mango Sago and Honeydew Sago and Durian Sago.
Must be wondering, what? All Sago?! Haha, yes, cus the rest of the desserts array belong to that of traditional category  like glutinous rice balls etc which aint my cup of tea.



Hello to the honourable blogshop owner, Reb! :)







Surprisingly, we got so many common topics to talk under the sun.
To be honest, I am very much not someone that sociable who will go around blabbering non-stop if you put me in an enclosed room with just me and a group of strangers.
I am someone who needs time to adapt to the environment and to the people around me and I wouldn't expose my friendliness until I feel comfortable.
Hence, people who don't know me always feel that I am very unapproachable and unfriendly at first sight.
But when you get to know me better, I am actually the exact opposite of what you really thought I was initially.

So I am really glad to have met a new friend here. :)

On a side note, below is my new buy.
It's Urmms...... A tad ugly but.... the ugliness is what makes it adorable isnt it?

My boy couldn't stop saying how ugly it is, so mean right?
But yes, "Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder".
Haha, still, if you ask me why I have bought this ugly thing, I would hesitate for awhile and still have no answer for you. LOL!

So here you go, I call this ugly love "Ahlolo" because I wanted to call it Uglo but I suddenly thought of Aglio Olio then I merged Ah with the lo and called it Ahlolo =D

Please meet Ahlolo! * Waves Frantically!*




And gosh, upcoming December will be a hectic month for me.
Then again, since when has EOY been easy right?



Haven't got the chance to upload my photos for my HK trip with daddy and mummy,
Will be right back soon! :)

You Understand Yourself Best.

Credits: Tumblr

Oh, don't read too much into it.
It's purely just recognized random thoughts that visit you every now and then when you're alone,
or immersed in a pool of breathless pains.


Anyway, who really bothers or cares?
Everyone is selfish, who would be selfless?
Your pain might be someone's else happiness.
Your happiness might be someone's else grief.
Oh well, Life.. Just Sucks. 

A Step Closer.

“Happiness is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you turn your attention to other things,
It comes and sits softly on your shoulder.
- Henry David Thoreau”

Credits: Tumblr

And I Guessed, I Will..
Figure Out What I Really Possessed And Ought To Achieve In The Near Future. 

Every Stops For A Breather Is A Step Closer To The Begets of Strength.

Yellow Sunshine.

Credits: Tumblr

I always wish that after every rain showers,
the sun will appear vividly depicting that the better has come.
And I wished that the sunshine will just keep blinding the eyes so that no more tears can be formed. 

I usually wear blue on a Monday in line with the supra Monday Blues that all working adults are experiencing with.
The refusal to wake up, to drag your heavy feet to work, especially after a long break from weekends.
But that day was a two-day work week for me because of my exam leaves plus a public holiday declared in Singapore.
So I decided to go with some bubbly colours to light up my mood.
Sunshine yellow was the colour I chose!
To be honest, I do not have much yellow outfits.
This is probably the only piece or second piece that I have in yellow.
I seldom wear yellow because I thought I look awful in yellow and tat yellow is a colour that is a tad too striking and i didnt want people to be staring at my outfit while i'm walking on the streets.
But I definitely feel so great with this yellow bubbly dress cus it's plainjane that makes it not complicated. 

Yellow dress from: Kizzofgoddess
Flowery Bracelet: Forever21