Rotten Apple.

It's no longer important because the trust was broken. 

Words are no longer important because I am tired of such nonsense. 

Having a full day of work and school and all you could give me was a sleepless night, a broken heart.
It's alright.

I have nothing else I need to explain.
Whats the point of explaining yourself when it just all become lies to you.
I have said my piece, I have had enough.
Enough of the stupid nonsense, the childishness.

Say whatever you wish, I'm not gonna explain.
If you think it is, then it is.
If you think it's not, then it will not be.
You call the shots now since you always didn't have a chance to do so. 

Yes I'm atrocious, unreasonable.
I'm the worst creature you can ever find on earth.
That's you being so unlucky to have met someone like me.
So you should just clear you path and make a new headstart in other directions to avoid having a rotten life with someone like me around.

BYE. 

That Feeling Within.

It's a feeling within which I am unable to describe nor depict.
It's a kind of feeling that lingers around and haunts you like never before.

Many things I just had to learnt through the hard way and it's getting more and more tiring each day.

I know many things in life, we just have got to learn to accept and face it that it is part and parcel of reality.
I know many things in life are not what we are able to make choices with.
And I know that many things in life are such that you just got to move on further and further even if there are no signs ahead of you to guide you through.

No one mentioned it was easy, but how am i to forget those feelings within?

I'm getting quieter each day, because I simply have no extra time.
Getting more and more reliant on myself each day, because it's part of the feelings that are taking it's devil control over me.

I hate school, I hate life, I hate how things are like now.

And everyday it hurts a little even if everyone were to tell me it wasn't what I am thinking about.

Pretending to be alright, makes it worst at heart.
Pretending to be stronger, makes myself weaker by alot more.
Pretending to be another self, makes it not being able to recognize the real me anymore.

I guess I'm just tired, both physically and mentally.

"Acting like it doesn't matter, will eventually make one more hurt."

Busy Bee

Too busy for leisure, too busy for breaks, too busy to even take a good look at myself. 

This is seriously getting very unhealthy. 

Give it some time for me to sort it out, and I will be back with more updated posts. 

Swee, The Bestie.

Today marks the first day of official workday at workplace
after being away from Shanghai for a week. 

At the same time, it marks the last day of work with my bestie colleague, Shannen. 

Reminiscing back those days with her really makes it tough to accept that in my future working days, there won't be her around anymore. 

Still remember the first day when I came to work, I was supposed to report to her. She wasn't the first person I talked to at work, but she was the first person I adored at work.

People who don't know her well may think she is not sociable, may classify her as unapproachable and unfriendly.  But like a woman, she needs some dote, care, concern and understanding. 

If you know her well, you wouldn't despise her for being not spontaneous.
If you know her well, you would realize her beauty more than anything else.
And if you know her well, you would know that she don't easily mix around with people, and she don't easily treat you as her best friend when she don't at all trust you. 

Days when she was a mentor, she taught me the many things I wouldn't have known.
She made me realize that I was not so retarded afterall and I could learn well in her hands. 

From a mentor, she became more than just a colleague.
We shared the many burdens be it work or personal.
We talked everything under the sun, like we were more than a century buddy. 

Held back my tears while she bid goodbye to us, hugged her and felt real heavy at heart.
As much as I couldn't bear to see her leave, as much as I got to get used to days without her physically around, I got to accept the fact that, this is life. 

Life is cruel.
Life never once spares a thought for the human beings who have blood running in them, resulting in the mixed of feelings.
Life makes decisions on its own and forced the human beings to just sit, shut up and accept it.

More to come, more to go.
What else can we do or say?
Once again, this is life.

Whatever it is, below is my heartfelt words for my bestie.

Dear Swee,

It has been a pleasure working with you for the past 1 year plus. This may seemed short, but it feels like I have already known you for a very long long time. 

Thank you for your guidance ever since the first day I stepped into the company. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have learnt so much and survived till today.
Thank you for always listening to my grievances, sharing my happiness and unhappiness.
Thank you for treating me like a bestie and sharing with me the so many things that you wouldn't choose to have shared with others.
And Thank you for just being who you are.
You may be a little too saddist, too emo, too not spontaneous at times, but to me, I converted all those flaws to beauty instead because a true friend never find faults, but accept the way you are and see your beauty from there. 

I will really miss those days when we go extra miles just to tabao our lunch, those days when we walked to Mac or the prata shop to have lunch. The weather may be scorching hot and we will all be perspiring like some mad dog, and the distance may seemed a way too far but with your companion, everything just become a blessing in disguise. Not to mention those days when we will walk home together after work, you accompanying me to the market to buy my biscuits and coffee packs. Still remember our shopping together at tampines where we had Subway together, those little notes I prepared for you at times and some little gifts to cheer you on, those overseas trips we went together and shopped like nobody's business, those thoughts of gifts from you whenever you head for a trip even if it was to be a short one. So many many more to mention. 

Just want you to know that you're really important to me and I hope that you will become someone happier somewhere else, doing something that you adore, having nicer colleagues out there but don't ever get me replaced okay! 

Take good care of yourself and little swee and I look forward to your housewarming and seeing little swee!

Have a great honeymoon trip to Europe and don't miss me too much, else I will keep sneezing!

Last but not least, stay in contact, meet me often and may you succeed in your future endeavor. 

Here I end my relationship with you as a colleague. You will no longer be my colleague. Welcome to your newly created status, Ah Shi's newfound best friend, Sweeswee(: 

Love,
Dollier Ah Shi. 

Our Mac Lunch

At Dinner & Dance - Day activity

Xmas 

Swee's Last Day At Work

Our Last Day together at work

"Friends Are The Family You Don't Directly Have,
 The Status Is Only Earned When You Know They Are More Than Just An Ordinary Friend." 

I mentioned that she was my mentor, my colleague, my friend, my bestie, my sis.
Truth is, she has always been a family of mine.
Others may come along but no one can ever replaced her in my heart.

I Love You Swee. 

Shanghai Trip - Part 1

17 March 2012 - Saturday (Day 1) 

• Embarked on journey to Changi Airport Terminal 3 for my solo flight to Shanghai via Singapore Airlines. 
• Was held back at the check-in counter because the staff thought I was underage and also, they were unable to verify my credit card as the tickets were booked under my colleague's credit card and she was not flying off with me. 
• By the time I filled in the nitty gritty forms, it was about boarding time. 
• Two ang-mos sat together with me on my flight to Shanghai and they slept throughout the entire journey (Bravo! I wished I could too) 
• Watched the English shows provided on Singapore Airlines (They had quite newer ones like transformers, You're the Apple of my Eye and Twilight) 
• Watched Chinese Hongkong dramas from my Ipad which was downloaded by my sweetie pie, deardear before his trip to Thailand. 
• Tried to sleep, but failed. 
• Reached Shanghai Pudong Airport. 
• A few of them got their luggage delayed due to traffic control and I was one of them whose luggage was delayed. (Very 'Lucky' indeed) 
• Got bugged by a group of people who asked me to rent their cars to go to the hotel which I refused. 
• Queued at the taxi stand and asked cab driver to drive me to the hotel but he asked me where it was near to instead. (If I have known, I would have told him like I'm some local there) 
• Entire journey was considered to be un-smooth, so I tell myself if I reached the hotel and I don't see Zongfei (my china colleague), I am so gonna be dead. 
• Reached the hotel - LDF All Suites Hotel and finally saw Zongfei! 
• Checked in at the hotel and went to the room to rest awhile and unpack some daily necessities. 
• 6pm struck and I was supposed to meet someone from Shanghai. 
• She came waiting for us at the hotel lobby and drove us to some mall to eat. 
• Had Crystal Jade for dinner. 
• Bid goodbye with her and Zongfei and me walked about for only a few mins and we headed back to the hotel
• Went for foot reflexology at the massage center opposite our hotel. 
• We were wearing jeans and the therapist asked us to change into their shorts. 
• Upon receiving their shorts, Zongfei and me blasted into laughter because one single short could fit the two of us. (It was hilariously BIG like some XXXXXXXXXL Size). 
• So we rejected the idea of changing into their shorts and forcefully folded our jeans to the knee length. 
• Had Rose Milk therapy for the foot and it was really relaxing thereafter. 
• Went back to hotel and rested for the day. 

LDF All Suites Hotel @ Shanghai Pudong 大道988号，源深路

The Living Room

The Balcony

The extra window area beside the bed

The Bedroom

View from Hotel room balcony

Back to Singapore, with a soul-less body.

Say hello everybody to me and my soul-less self.

Just finished bathing and is having limited energy to clear my work emails and at the same time, here to update you guys a little.

The fact that I termed myself as a soul-less self is because I slept less than 2hours last night and woke up at 3am when I'm supposed to wake up at 4.30am instead to catch my morning flight. Reason why I woke up at 3am was not because my butt was itchy or something but I have been having nightmares for two consecutive nights. And believe it or not, last night, that something strange, that something amiss happened.

Woke up from my nightmare to realize that something was pulling my legs because my legs were not secured by the blanket. Kicked the blanket off previously as I was feeling ridiculously warm. Didn't even dare to pluck up the courage to open the tired eyes because I'm afraid I might see some hideous thing that are not at all welcomed. It was a third experience I had having strong feelings over those ugly things. Trust me, it's real freaky. Having blue-blacks from those pulls now and they don't at all hurt. Till now, those nightmares are still fresh in my head and I wonder what they are trying to tell me.

Bad series of occurrences always come together, don't they? Reached Shanghai Pudong Airport, boarded the plane on the stipulated boarding time only to sit in the plane for 1.5hrs before plane took off. On top of that, I am those sort who can't really put myself to sleep on the plane. So the feeling and my mood now is simply worse than atrocious.

I've decided to turned myself down for school just for today. All along, no one will stop me from not going to school especially when I'm not feeling well, not even my parents. So I didn't have to convince anyone today about skipping lesson, except myself.

Had a hard time trying to make a decision as to whether to go school or not. However, reaching home at a time of almost 5pm, unpacking your luggage and get yourself showered clean will need more time with this kind of empty-shell body. So I finally decided that I should bathe, eat and turn in for the day.

Okay so much for today, I'm in a bad condition like kinda torn and tattered. Mum fetched me from the airport and almost couldn't recognize me because I looked way to lethargic, soul-less and different. She said that I looked tanner and my face got sharper. I guess it's just the after-weather effects. Now that I'm back in Singapore, I will definitely look the same again when the next week comes.

Will come back with a fresher mind, body and soul soon to share my second experience at Shanghai, especially having to take solo flights to and fro.

Goodbye Singapore.

Embarking on my first solo flight to Shanghai this time round.

With no company, no laughters, no monopoly deal.

Mainly dependent on my own independence to sit the flight all by myself, head to the hotel from Shanghai Pudong Airport all alone.

No natural warmth felt definitely with the cold temperature of less than 10 degree Celsius, especially at night.

Goodbye Singapore, Goodbye lovely friends. 

Give it a week and I'll be right back.

Severely Mistaken, grievance blames .

Hate to be mistaken.

Mistaken for the things I've never done.
Mistaken for the feelings I've never felt.
Mistaken for whatever that you find no one to blame, I become the culprit.

Heavy-hearted.
Emo-ism. 

Anger of Tears.

What Happens When I'm Angry? 

1. Facial expression changes to a state where people wouldn't dare to come close to me. 
2. I Slam books, staplers, files and whatever I can find on my desk to let out those anger fumes. 
3. I become very unreasonable, so don't ever talk sense into me when i'm super mad. 
4. I tend to isolate myself after awhile, not communicating to anyone. 
5. My eyes and neck become bloody red because I'm enduring those anger inside me. 
6. The side effects become such that I will tremble and shiver not because I'm cold but because the blood is boiling at 1000000000000 Degree Celsius.
7. Worst case scenario, which happened today, I cried. 

No, they were not tears of sadness but anger of tears.

Tell me how not to be SUPER MAD when all you are trying to do is to remedy the situation as much as you can and came along some idiot who just feel like stepping on your tail and make it sound like you are darn brainless, like everything becomes your mistakes when you weren't even the one who make the initiation. 

As much as I wanted to turn the table on the particular person, I endured.
It was just mere pissed off initially, then as I proclaimed my defense along with the theory and logic that comes attached with it, I could no longer keep my cool. 

I exclaimed all I could. Seriously, don't have to push the blame to every single one.
Get things right, I am NOT your slave of actions. 

And you can jolly well just say it simply that you are purely lazy and don't wish to account to anything.
So just freaking give me the outcomes I want and I can do it all by myself manually even if it takes forever.

Because I didn't want the whole world to know, I chose to isolate myself.

I hate those words, I hate those tears of anger.
And I Hate It more when others see me cry. 

I am no longer as strong because it's getting far too tiring.
I have no more patience, my tolerance level gets real low and I am in need of the strength I used to possess. 

Things Pending to Do: 

1. Work Stuffs (Plenty)
2. Assignments (Due every two weeks) 
3. Group Projects Researches 
4. Luggage to Shanghai Unpacked

Everyone has their limits and mine's currently up. 

BLOODYＨＥＬＬ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Great Company.

Yesterday was a meaningful weekend spent because of the wonderful accompany.

Met Lily at Somerset, bought some light food and drinks and walked around the town. I had a great splurge at Forever 21 because I'm totally in love with their current collection. Bought two long sleeves tops - one in stripes and another in flowery patterns for my upcoming Shanghai trip. Went to pay at the counter and after making payment, I spotted another piece of short flowery outertop and went to queue again to make another payment. Teehee! Also bought a super comfy covered shoe from Vana at 313 Somerset which will be blister-free for sure! (Satisfying retail therapy)

Waited till 6pm while the other two came along and we went for our K-buffet Session from 6pm to 10pm.
I guess I was abit too tired and so I wasn't really tuned to the very high and cheery mode.

Session ended at 10pm and Pher sent Lily back home and after which we headed to the Mac near my house for a brief chit-chat session.

Wendy, Lily & me

Lily Mummy always taking gd care of us at work!

The girls!

Great company be it at work or outside work. I'm really luck to have great colleagues whom I really like. 

Oh man, time passed like bullet train and it's already Sunday. Monday is just a stone throw away and after the week, I'm gonna embark on my lonely journey to Shanghai alone.

Was pondering about something and I felt the loss of words.
It's either because of being too influential or because of the jealously that amounted, it always results in a duplicate and copyright of belongings after the presence of an item new to me.
The only difference now is that it's no longer a physical, non-living item but a tarnished chased-away figurine, causing the replacement and it definitely don't feel good at all.
I wonder when will competition over unimportant things stop, when will someone's intention be seen through and when will it be the case that everyone will become true to each other ever again.
It's just so hard to be myself with the presence.

Words like these are never meant for anyone to comprehend,
So don't fret, because when problems arise, I never like to put it straight across.

Sunday will be burnt with the need to accompany my china colleagues to boss's house.

Hope everyone will have a blasting Sunday and rest well for Monday's battle. :) 

黃亞細 肉骨茶 - Ng Ah Sio Bak Kut Teh

And a personal blog is always a corner where you can share the favourite eateries places that you have went.

For lunch yesterday, along with bosses and china colleagues, we headed over to 黃亞細 肉骨茶 (Ng Ah Sio Bak Kut Teh). It was my first time there. Always heard about its popularity but never had a chance to visit the place. The design was very much kind of like those olden days kind of eateries which was really cool and they had lights that was designed in a bird cage form.

The crowd at lunch hour was damn packed, which means their business is real good. We had the signature bak kut teh along with Dang O' vegetables as well as pig tail. (which I never dared to eat).

The taste of the soup is really nice and there is a reason why it's call 肉骨茶. You got to drink the soup after you drink some tea and you will realise it tastes completely different. Their tea is really fragrant and it leaves an after-taste of sweetness.

They have two locations for the place, but apparently the one I ate was at :

Address: 208 Rangoon Road, Hong Building Singapore 218453
Tel: 62914537
Operating hours: Closed on Mondays. 7am to 10pm (Tue-Sun)


It looks like it gotta rain anytime soon, I better go off to get myself prepared to meet the colleagues for our K-session. :)

現在我很幸福

他的手掌有种粗造的体贴

他在我需要时候出现身边

被你伤的那些 崩溃眼泪

多亏他无私的奉陪

那天要是和你真的再见面

谁都不要再提醒那一段从前

有些事不面对 反而安心安全

你无权再动摇我的世界

现在我有了幸福有人照顾应该知足

你不像他从不让我哭

可是我越想投入越是生疏抱的再紧

依旧止不住那流失的温度

现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚

你不像他把我当成全部

可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何

爱他像爱你那样义无返顾

那天要是和你真的再见面

我不会提到最后和他的一切

面对不爱的人 我终于谅解了

曾经欲用无言划的句点

现在我有了幸福有人照顾应该知足

你不像他从不让我哭

可是我越想投入越是生疏抱的再紧

依旧止不住那流失的温度

现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚

你不像他把我当成全部

可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何

爱他像爱你那样义无返顾

现在我有了幸福有人照顾应该知足

你不像他从不让我哭

可是我越想投入越是生疏抱的再紧

依旧止不住那流失的温度

现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚

你不像他把我当成全部

可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何

爱他像爱你那样义无返顾

现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚

你不像他把我当成全部

可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何

爱他像爱你那样义无返顾 

Can't stop singing this song in the head.
Alin is really a great singer. 

It doesn't matter because it has been cast aside, left behind.
It doesn't matter because I just wanna get over and done with it.
It doesn't matter because everything will come to an after-phase of negligence eventually. 

As much as it matters because of the fleshy heart that cannot be numb at the moment, 

I know, it shouldn't be made mattered. 

Burnt Week.

For those who devoted themselves to my blog and left me messages on my phone as to why I didn't update my blog yesterday, thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule to spend a little while at my little corner.

I'm sorry I'm getting a little bit too busy than usual due to packed work schedule as well as school load especially for this semester because I have two very heavy modules that will require me to submit assignments every two weeks from now. Needless to add on, those group projects, presentations, ongoing meet-ups blah blah blah. It's really not a good timing to splurge my days off because of the tight schedules and many of you know, I gotta leave Singapore for Shanghai for a week.

But you wouldn't know how much it meant to me when people whom are important to me are bothering to read about my life. I do monitor my blog statistics everyday because it would be the first page I am seeing when I logged on to blogger. But I wouldn't know your identifications offhand because it's classified into countries as well as users mode of access like android, ipad etc etc. It's incredible how blogger capture my blog readers from countries like United States, Indonesia, Russia, Brazil and Germany as well. Haha.

Anyway, I wouldn't like a publicised blog but I'm glad I have concerned readers. So Thank You All! :)

Oh yes, I am in love with an Iphone application that a friend of mine introduced me to. For those who have yet to download it, you should really go and take a look because it's really kawaii-neh!

It's called Line Naver, in short, Line, which works something like Whatsapp but comes along with cute stickers, emoticons and emojis.

Line Application

Examples of Some of the stickers

I was being an irritant and flooded my bestie colleague with the stickers. 

Alrights, just a short post for today as I'm gonna do the necessary routines and get myself immersed with schoolwork later.

My new group member left us with this quote on our group chat last night which I found meaningful.

"Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday - Don Marquis" 

Reflection.

Don't keep insisting that you were right and the rest of us were at fault when the truth was we tried as much as we could.
Don't keep making it sound like you were big-hearted enough to forgive and forget when you were the one who triggered the after-behaviors of us.
Don't keep blaming us when after such a long period of time, you still have yet to reflect on yourself.
And why can't you just stop talking about it since it has already been forgotten after so long?

In life, it's just predestined that you get to meet certain people.
Out of the influx of people you meet, perhaps only one or two of them become your true friends while the rest of them are just passer-bys in your life and become strangers thereafter.
Definitely, it requires all parties to put in the extra bit of efforts to maintain the friendship and when problems occur or disagreements become the barrier, you reflect first on yourself then on the other parties involved.
If you think you have already put in your best to do what you can, then ask yourself, was it worthwhile at all?
Perhaps it was, and it used to be. But now, it no longer is.

I don't deny I am always busy. Busy with the juggle of double responsibilities as a student and as a working adult. Not to further mention other commitments as well. But never will I forget the existences of my close-to-heart friends. Be it a simple text or phone call, I never fail to let anyone dear to me know they are never forgotten. Where were you when I needed you most?

Years have passed, we have all grown up.
If till today, people are still not realising what they have done and just insist on pushing the blame to others, I term that as ridiculously childish.

I don't deny I used to have this hidden misses of the once fond memories.
I don't deny I felt hurt after all these years of efforts.
And I don't deny you were once important to me.

However...

It's no longer about who was right and who was wrong.
Because it took you so many years to know you have lost me.

It's no longer about giving each other another chance.
Because it's no longer important to me.

Dear You,
Please just move on like how I had.
Don't have to keep reminding yourself about the past by having those emotional posts on your networking profile. If it was ever for other people to know that you have suffered instead of us, then go ahead, tell others how mean we were and it was all our faults and you were generous enough to forgive and forget.
If it was ever for us to see, too bad, because your life has got nothing to do with me ever since the day I stopped putting in efforts.
Just let go, taking it as we were just someone back then as casual friends.
Just let go it's meaningless to say so much after so many years.
Just let it go, because I can assure you, we will never be the same as before anymore.


This will be the last time I will be relating about you.
Though bad dreams may come as always because somewhere still hurts and somewhere still hides those feelings away, I want you to know, I'm still so much happier without a friend like you.


Thanks for once being an awesome buddy and thanks for teaching me the bits and pieces it take to really see through which friendship matters and which doesn't. 


Goodbye for good,
You'll always be a painful part somewhere in me but physically well-forgotten.

No time, no strength to waste my time over rubbish. 

It's Like A Fetish Over Tattoos.

It always seems like everyone is going RARA over this something called tattoos.

Since young, I have always wanted to get one myself too.

Witnessing the pain endured by people while imprinting those tattoos on their body do make me hesitate a little sometimes, but I'm not gonna live my life with any regrets.

Someday, perhaps older, I will get one done definitely.

But definitely I wouldn't want it like these:

So big for what, right?! 

Erms, sorry, I don't need it to be matching. 

Neither do I want my hands to become this colour and look like i'm wearing some printed long sleeves everyday as if I don't bother to change my clothes. 

This look cute la, but I don't need it to be adorable till this extent cus tattoos are supposed to look cool. 

Below two are the ones that look something more like it which I have shortlisted: 

The one on the left is some random blossom flowers and the one on the right is the one I really adored, my zodiac sign - Sagittarius. 

Come to think about it, everyone has different perspectives towards tattoos. 

Some people see it as a form of art that will get them pretty addicted with and from 1 tatoo, it becomes a loadful more.
Some people view tattoos as a form of carved reminder to let them know that the past was cruel enough to have hurt them so much and that they should never let the history repeat itself anymore in the future.
Some people, especially the older generation stereotyped people with tattoos as either ex-jail convicts or current gangsters and stay miles away from them.

To me, too much of something is never good because it will complicate and overdo the effects which was supposed to be related in a simple manner. :)

Slept to the fullest.

It's nice how you can sleep until you wake up naturally during the weekends.
It's been quite some time since I was able to do so.
Because most of the time, it's either I can't continue sleeping  due to the in-built body clock or its because I got to meet deardear early morning because it was the time he booked out from camp.

Look at how the cat sleeps like a baby. Hehe.
People who know me or slept together with me in the same room before knows that I'm a side sleeper and I always curl myself up. (Just like the picture below on sleeping position, mine is sleeping position A). 

So i slept my fullest over this weekend and it's really awesome!!
I always have this kind of bad after-sleep temper if I don't get to sleep enough or especially when it's a woman thing and you need to get more sleep because no matter how long u sleep, you are still just as tired.

And weekends are always very important to me because it's the only time I can let down my hair and enjoy every single bit of outings, get more sleep and de-stress myself. And it becomes a real different thing when it's back to weekdays because I will be pacing myself like some bullet train.

Some facts about sleeping which I chanced upon while doing some general readings:

1. Naps are said to improve one's memory, helping you to remember important facts. It also cuts the risk of heart diseases. (I don't nap!) 
2. People who sleep more than 9hours a day are more likely to develop Parkinson Disease. (HOHOHO! maybe i will kana in the future! ) 
3. Anything less than 5mins to fall asleep at night means you are sleep-deprived. The ideal is between 10 and 15mins, meaning you are still tired enough to sleep deeply, but not so exhausted you feel sleepy by day. (I usually take more than 15mins to fall asleep even if I feel damn tired, how?) 

Via: Psychology Degree

So much about sleeping, it's gonna be Monday again tomorrow which will mean less sleep and faster pace as usual.

Gonna hit Chinatown with mummy later on.

Enjoy your last bit of Sunday peeps! :)

The Walk Alone.

Tweeting this as I embark my Saturday journey on my own.

Have always been feeling very tired, be it physically or mentally, yet I've never once slowed down to take a good look at myself. 

Dollier Dianne ‏ @diannatsl 

休息是为了走更长远的路。哪天你累了，停下脚步，好好找回你那流失的力量。

Don't used to go shopping alone because I never once liked the feeling of being alone. But as the years passed, I became very much different, very much needing alot of quiet times like this. Sometimes, you just don't wish to turn to anyone and you just want to walk the town on your own, buy the things you like to cure the feelings within and just keep on walking and walking and walking until your legs wear you down. 

I could have tag along with mummy and daddy for their usual Saturday spree but I chose to be on my own. I could have asked many other friends out for perhaps a lunch or dinner but I still chose to be out there on my own. 

Anyway, when it strikes 12am, it's gonna be our 43 months anniversary.

Happy 43 Months Anniversary Mister Big Piggy! 

HELLO FYFY!

It's Friday and I'm back to the status of not being able to enjoy TGIF again because of night class as per before. It sucks when everyone else are all heading out after work and you are dismissed from work earlier than others only to end up burning your night at some boring school, with boring people and there goes your friday night. 

BOOHOOS, I SERIOUSLY HATE SCHOOL! 

Attended first lesson of my third semester, did my ever first fingerprint attendance which was insanely and ridiculously stupid. Now, the earliest I can ever be released from class is 9.45pm. Kudos to the school new system.

Once again, it's a new class, new people to work with and new environment to adapt all over again. 

I don't really bother if people likes me or hates me to the core, whatever it is, I just wanna get my degree over and done with. 

Audrey darling was so sweet! She tweeted me days back to say that we could head home together after school cus she had a change of timetable and is having lesson on friday from 7pm-10pm as well. Then just before I reported to school today, she tweeted again and said that we will meet at the security guardhouse after class to go home together.

After class, while walking down the stairs, Aud was already standing there waiting for me! Awwss. She even drove me home! 9.45pm end school and i'm home at 10.15pm. How nice right! and she whatsapp to say that it'll always be the case on friday from now on. See how lovely she is! :))

OH YES! I finally completed my set of hello kitty animals which I adored to the max!

They were my motivation every month. As they don't come cheap, I didn't want to buy them all at one go because it wouldn't mean anything to me. Hence, I came up with the plan to reward myself every month for working and studying hard by only restricting myself to purchase one every end month. 

Previously, I don't understand how it feels for those people who go to the arcade to fish for those toys they like. Used to think that was such a silly and money-wasting game. Till now, I still think so but what I'm trying to depict here is the feeling within that no one can understand except yourself. Hard-earned money that don't come easy at all, and you spend it on something you really adore. 

Froffy & Piffy

Froffy the Frog

Fiffy the Fish!

Panfy the Panda!

Caffy The Cat

Maffy The Sheep

Full House!!!

It's Saturday tomorrow and I guess I gotta be on my own again.
Miss my deardear so much :(

Look at how sweet my Mr Phad Thai is:

Waiting for your return big piggy.
Small piggy loves you! <3